soo loong…

it was so long since i have last updated my blog. everyday repeating the same routine, so i feel there isn’t much to update about. and i dont think any one will ever read this that is why i stop posting. and now i post only as and when i like. need not to be last time, posting everyday and bore everyone with the same old thing

my work life is still the same. everyday go to school and troubleshoot computers, assisting teachers, lunch, repeat step 1 and 2, then go home, jog or dinner, bath, sleep. yea. basically that is a day life which i categorise as no life. well.. actually anime too. have been watching lots of anime recently, almost can’t name all. but i remember code geass well because of the mech/robot in it. so interesting! just like front mission’s wanzer. that is something i always like. custom mech. after code geass, wh ask me to watch gundam 00. so i gave it a try. and i was addicted to it. i simply love the gundam. not all, and not exia. i love virtue! big sized robot, and cute in my opinion.

then i continue on to season 2. whoa! even better! the gundam are all so beautiful! and i like…like……seravee!!! hehe. i dont like tieria, i just like the gundam. lol! for pilot, i prefer lockon stratos, or allelujah haptism. lockon because he is cool. allelujah because of his name! haha.. if either one pilot seravee or virtue. it will be very nice. and after watching the anime, now i feel like buying seravee or virtue model kit. i wanna buy a scale of 1/60 model, but cant find. i am still waiting. and waiting.. my seravee and virtue. think of ptolemaios 2, but when wh show me ptolemaios 1, i saw the price, i guess 2 will be more expensive. and was only 1/400. imagine 1/60. how expensive it can be…

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gundam meister…

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what a day…

really.. i dont know what is happening today. first of all… yesterday night, i cant sleep, ending up i did not have enough sleep for the day and feeling tired. then back from work, i went for my class 4 driving lesson. make lot of mistake. AND! on the other hand, it’s the instructor fault. he did not teach me other things like when to turn or what to look out for. AND! lastly, he ended the lesson 30mins early! it’s a waste of my money. he end early for? to go home. hack. i cant believe this. when i went for the theory lesson, i heard that it is going to be taken over by a coporate company. i seriously hope after taking over, they will provide quality learning then now. though the fee might be more expansive.

after finishing the driving, went back to my car, and found out i had a fine for not displaying coupons. great! i am now in need of money and i got to spend another $30 bucks for this. keep it coming man. on my way back from the learning centre, my mind was wandering around. i am not concentrating on driving. though i still manage to get home safely. but… my mind wasn’t with me. it was else where…

had been busy and tired this few weeks. think that is all because i need to wake up early in the morning for work. i hate waking up early for work. i will rather wake up 11pm or 12 noon. of cos, there is no work that let you go as and when you like unless you are the boss. that is what i want to be. so i can choose my own timing for work. currently got a job as a TA. so far, not bad. guess it is still under training period. but tomorrow will be the last. hope i get a good school with good hod. make my life easier. who doesnt want their job to be easy?

plan to model my 3d. but did not really started it. cos i am trying to complete lots of my game. reason being, there are lot of sequels for games coming out and i have not finish playing with the old one. and most of it, i had already forget about the story because i played halfway. frustrated with fallout 3 and bioshock. their patch cant be patch properly. bethsoft for fallout 3 have not have a solution until now. as for bioshock, i have emailed them about the problem and currently waiting for 2kgames to reply with help to solve the problem. hopefully it can be patched properly. else if… i am never going to get any original games that said ‘Made in Singapore’. just because the patch doesnt work! do something!

will try to complete my 3d as soon as possible. wanna learn mapping and see the overall outcome of my product. but yesterday night as i was trying to sleep i have new ideas to tweak the model i am currently doing. so i guess i gonna make some changes to it. hopefully it will turn out even better. oh! and my class 4 driving test is on monday. please hope that i can pass it one time because i dont feel like retaking as it is a waste of time and the instructors are not as friendly as they said. or ‘User Friendly’. and wish i can get posted to a good school!

ps. posted another post elsewhere.

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where is my miss lucky???

so what…

So fucking what!

Well, I’ve been to Hastings and I’ve been to Brighton,
I’ve been to Eastbourne too.
So what, so what.
And I’ve been here, I’ve been there,
I’ve been every fucking where.
So what, so what.
So what, so what, you boring little cunt.

Well, who cares, who cares what you do.
Yeah, who cares, who cares about you, you, you, you, you.

Well, I fucked a queen, I fucked fuck,
I’ve even sucked an old man’s cock.
So what, so what.
And I fucked a sheep, I fucked a goat,
I rammed my cock right down its throat.
So what, so what.
So what, so what, you boring little fuck.

Well, who cares, who cares what you do.
And, who cares, who cares about you, you, you, you, you.

And I’ve drunk that, I’ve drunk this,
I’ve spewed up on a pint of piss.
So what, so what.
I’ve had scank, I’ve had speed,
I’ve jacked up until I bleed.
So what, so what.
So what, so what, you boring little cunt.

Well, who cares, who cares what you do.
Yeah, who cares, who cares about you, you, you, you, you, you.

I’ve had crabs, I’ve had lice,
I’ve had the clap and that ain’t nice.
So what, so what.
I fucked this, I fucked that,
I’ve even fucked a school girl’s twat.
So what, so what.
So what, so what, you boring little fuck.

Well, who cares, who cares what you do.
And, who cares, who cares about you, you, you, you, you, you.

So fucking what! Yeah!

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boring and this is one of my favourite song…

so long…

too tired to update recently… everyday came home from work i went for jog, unless it is raining. after my jog i will consume my dinner and about a hour later, i will doze off. i feel that i got so much to accomplish, but i got so little time. i feel that i need to buy a lot of things and save money, but i cant find a full time job. really. anyway, didnt do much these days too. like i said, everyday came home from work just to sleep except from friday nights and saturday nights.

bought halo wars not long ago, but i completed it in like 3 days. haha. just play through the story, will get back to the achievement some other time. playing tomb raider, but i am stuck somewhere now, didnt know where to go. guess i will need help from gamefaqs.com soon. haha. playing suikoden tierkreis on ds now too. very nice, with voices. but hmm.. sometime when some of the character talk real slow, it is really irritating. but so far, story are good.

still looking for job in IT related field. i think it is better for me to work in IT because i can further my knowledge and skills in the field but hopefully i can be an IT trainer in school. i feel that being an IT trainer in school i can have more time to myself and therefore i can redo my portfolio with far better impressive work. and speaking of that… i should really do something about my portfolio now. slack on my 3d modelling on my space craft. now it is not even anywhere near finish. guess i will need to put down everything on this friday night and work on that. hopefully i can finish modelling without texture, then i can further asking yh’s help for mapping. still dont understand the part.

hm… lemme see… what else to update? oh ya! forget to mention that just last week… i pull strain the muscle at my left stomach area instead of my leg! WEIRD! i always thought i am going to injure my leg first but instead it was somewhere else. actually i felt the pain on wednesday morning, when i was at work. but i thought might be some stupid way of sleeping i have that why it hurts. so it didnt bother me much. then on thursday, i feel more pain than on wednesday. cant stretch, cant bend, cant run (i still went to jog on wednesday), BUT can walk. then on thursday evening, i came home, bath and went to bed straight, didnt went for my jog cos of the pain, and didnt take my dinner cos i dont feel like to. then during the night, gosh.. the pain was even more than afternoon. i cant even sleep properly that night. i need to sleep straight and straight only. and friday morning, i woke up and walk.. i feel pain with every step i take. finally, i cant stand the irritation and went to visit the doc and found out just a muscle strain. took some muscle relaxer pills but i am better. went for jog yesterday. skip jogging today because… it’s raining.

and hmm.. now.. i got a feeling, i am missing some important parts right here but… er… alright.. forget it. my stm is getting worst, i will update when i remember.

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leg connected to stomach???

super tired…

so tired these few days that i dont even have the time to update my blog. i realise the earlier i sleep the more tired i feel the next day. guess i am a 怪胎. but i cant try to stay awake till too late also, because i will automatically fall asleep. even when i am sitting infront of my pc, watching anime. cool huh? 叔叔有练过. anyway, these few days nothing much to update too. work, jog, eat, sleep. repeat it for 3 days. oh… yea. forget to mention anime in between. haha. rushing through my one piece, because luffy and crews are fighting cp9 now. and the feeder they have are so long… that i cant wait to see the fight starts. so i am rushing through.

today feel a bit !@#$$%^ because my colleague keep asking me go up and down the building. thought in the end i end up working at the 3rd level. but i dont really like moving around so much. i mean well… after i start my work. just feel very troublesome. and one good thing is that i am doing alone, without another temp, i dont have to clear his left overs. he is really slow… or should i say slacking. that is why he cant finish his share of work on time everytime. though is good to help one another out… but i hate to help one who is not even trying.

talk to joyce today, she say she want to do voluntary work. haha. know her for such a long time, first time i heard her talk about this. any way, i say i will accompany her do if she wants to. and of cos if she dont 嫌弃 me. haha. she ask how come i will want to volunteer, i told her. is because i do too much evil, my horns soon growing on my head, so i better do some good deeds to balance out before it is too late. *evil grin*

still watching one piece, but guess i going to take another quick bath and going to sleep soon. cant take it any more. haha…

ps. i have locked a post in a new blog. you can msn me and ask for the new link, but of cos it depends if i want to give it again. =)

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shuber (tired) man…

aching…

argh… what a sunday. this whole week, i have been feeling ache all over my body. my back in the morning… my leg during the jog… and today… my arms, my back, my leg. even my wrist! it’s not simple muscle pain… i feel pain deep into my bone… i am not sure how to describe it, but this sure wasnt any good feeling. and i am sure i got loads of thing to do on my list. but somehow i couldnt find the motivation to start anything. i could only watch one piece whole day. day in, day out. am i getting useless? i am getting sick of my current work too… everyday doing the same thing. and there isnt anything to do… i have to act that i have lot of things to do. which means 1 single piece of thing i have to do for a few hours. make me sleepy. i rather be a driver, delivering goods all over singapore. make my days more colorful and less boring.

trying to look for job too. i am looking but i HATE people messaging me and ask why i have not look for job. I AM LOOKING FOR JOB! I AM! AND STOP ASKING! ALL OF YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THAT THE TIME NOW IS DIFFERENT IT IS DIFFICULT TO FIND A JOB! SO STOP ASKING WHY I HAVE NOT FIND ANY WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT I REPLY YOU! IT IS VERY IRRITATING! VERY INDEED! and because i am now working temp, so lot of jobs wont even consider me. just because they want immediate position to be fill. SO PLEASE! GO RATION ALL THESE OUT BEFORE YOU START ASKING ME WHY I HAVE NOT LOOK FOR A PERM JOB! UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?!

had another crazy idea this whole week, it is a robot for my web and which also too represent myself. thought of the color combination already even though i did not have the basic idea of what it will look like. for now… i only have actually thought about it’s head. still doing more modification to it head before i want to start on his body parts. i have also thought of what i should have on it back. haha… might be actually be very interesting when it turn out in 3d. i am still trying… might drawing after this… or i should say sketch after this.

ARGH! I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO ME TODAY. JUST BY TYPING A BLOG ENTRY, I CAN MAKE SO MANY TYPOS ERROR! EITHER I PRESS 2 LETTERS AT THE SAME TIME OR I TYPE THE WRONG LETTER OR I MISPELL A WORD! WHAT THE HACK! DAMN IRRITATING!! ARGH!!! KILL ME!

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