aching…
argh… what a sunday. this whole week, i have been feeling ache all over my body. my back in the morning… my leg during the jog… and today… my arms, my back, my leg. even my wrist! it’s not simple muscle pain… i feel pain deep into my bone… i am not sure how to describe it, but this sure wasnt any good feeling. and i am sure i got loads of thing to do on my list. but somehow i couldnt find the motivation to start anything. i could only watch one piece whole day. day in, day out. am i getting useless? i am getting sick of my current work too… everyday doing the same thing. and there isnt anything to do… i have to act that i have lot of things to do. which means 1 single piece of thing i have to do for a few hours. make me sleepy. i rather be a driver, delivering goods all over singapore. make my days more colorful and less boring.
trying to look for job too. i am looking but i HATE people messaging me and ask why i have not look for job. I AM LOOKING FOR JOB! I AM! AND STOP ASKING! ALL OF YOU MUST UNDERSTAND THAT THE TIME NOW IS DIFFERENT IT IS DIFFICULT TO FIND A JOB! SO STOP ASKING WHY I HAVE NOT FIND ANY WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT I REPLY YOU! IT IS VERY IRRITATING! VERY INDEED! and because i am now working temp, so lot of jobs wont even consider me. just because they want immediate position to be fill. SO PLEASE! GO RATION ALL THESE OUT BEFORE YOU START ASKING ME WHY I HAVE NOT LOOK FOR A PERM JOB! UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?!
had another crazy idea this whole week, it is a robot for my web and which also too represent myself. thought of the color combination already even though i did not have the basic idea of what it will look like. for now… i only have actually thought about it’s head. still doing more modification to it head before i want to start on his body parts. i have also thought of what i should have on it back. haha… might be actually be very interesting when it turn out in 3d. i am still trying… might drawing after this… or i should say sketch after this.
ARGH! I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO ME TODAY. JUST BY TYPING A BLOG ENTRY, I CAN MAKE SO MANY TYPOS ERROR! EITHER I PRESS 2 LETTERS AT THE SAME TIME OR I TYPE THE WRONG LETTER OR I MISPELL A WORD! WHAT THE HACK! DAMN IRRITATING!! ARGH!!! KILL ME!
.kicks
irritating enough…
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